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"Beauty was deceptive. I would rather wear my pain, my ugliness. I was torn and stitched. I was a strip mine, and they would just have to look. I hoped I made them sick. I hoped they saw me in their dreams."
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gh0sts0nstandby:

If you can’t tell, I’m obsessing over finally having a physical copy of this again. This is the novel that inspired me to become a creative writing major, and chase my dream.
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notesottotono:

“I don’t let anyone touch me,” I finally said. “Why not?” “Why not? Because I was tired of men. Hanging in doorways, standing too close, their smell of beer or fifteen-year-old whiskey. Men who didn’t come to the emergency room with you, men who left on Christmas Eve. Men who slammed the security gates, who made you love them then changed their minds. Forests of boys, their ragged shrubs full of eyes following you, grabbing your breasts, waving their money, eyes already knocking you down, taking what they felt was theirs.. It was a play and I knew how it ended, I didn’t want to audition for any of the roles. It was no game, no casual thrill. It was three-bullet Russian roulette.”
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Plot Summary..

Astrid Magnussen is 12 years old living in LA with her mother. She and her mother, Ingrid Magnussen, live a solitary life with little outside influence. Astrid’s father, Klaus Anders, left before Astrid was old enough to remember him. Astrid relies only on Ingrid and has trouble fitting in at school. However, Ingrid is self-centered, cold-hearted and eccentric. She lives by a set of her own rules and shows little interest in Astrid, seeming to forget she has a daughter at all. As a result, Astrid fears abandonment above all else. Ingrid begins dating a man named Barry Kolker. Eventually, she finds out he is cheating on her, leaving Ingrid shattered and enraged. Ingrid breaks into Barry’s house and spreads a mixture of DMSO and oleander sap(he’s allergic) all over the surfaces of Barry’s home. The DMSO allows the oleander poison to be absorbed into skin. Barry dies and Ingrid is charged with his murder. Sentenced to life in prison, she promises her daughter that she will come back, but Astrid is sent to a series of foster homes.

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